Summer didnt agree with me.
I had made all these pretty little plans(and some big ones) and they didnt go as I wanted. I had to wait and wait and wait. And I hate them for that. Or atleast I did. Till 2 days ago.
As usual I hadnt reached out for help. Instead I just blocked myself from everyone. Its just so hard for me to admit failures. But then I did. And God must have thought -Oh this little miss perfect has learnt her lesson. And He must have smiled.
Because things improved.
Gosh... I am such a difficult person to handle. I have absolutely no idea how ksh copes.