Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Towards ending of a chapter

Its happening again..

When the time comes for me to leave, I tend to cling like a baby monkey, to whatever comes in my way. I turn into this emptional fool and subject myself to hurt and pain. And baby this hurt remains even after parting ways.

For the past one and a half years, I kept on repeating that I absolutely hated this place. And now, I begin to notice things I love, people I have started to depend on, those I am going to miss.. And I am scared.

I can see the patterns emerging this time around as well.. But now that I know, will I be able to contain myself and not go bersek ?? 

I will definitely try. Lets see..


LAN said...

Oh wow, you update everyday is it!! that is so awesome....i quiet did not get the gross idea of what you are saying here..may be because i am eavesdropping!! :)

That is a cool way of saying things though. Good blog gal!!

Kishore Choudhary said...

nice post

Shradha said...

Hi...madhu...i will always envy you for this..you express so beautifully.I mean I am going through the same thing but i could never put it in words like this..nice work dear :)