Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Towards ending of a chapter

Its happening again..

When the time comes for me to leave, I tend to cling like a baby monkey, to whatever comes in my way. I turn into this emptional fool and subject myself to hurt and pain. And baby this hurt remains even after parting ways.

For the past one and a half years, I kept on repeating that I absolutely hated this place. And now, I begin to notice things I love, people I have started to depend on, those I am going to miss.. And I am scared.

I can see the patterns emerging this time around as well.. But now that I know, will I be able to contain myself and not go bersek ?? 

I will definitely try. Lets see..


3 comments:

LAN said...

Oh wow, you update everyday is it!! that is so awesome....i quiet did not get the gross idea of what you are saying here..may be because i am eavesdropping!! :)

That is a cool way of saying things though. Good blog gal!!

Kishore Choudhary said...

nice post

Shradha said...

Hi...madhu...i will always envy you for this..you express so beautifully.I mean I am going through the same thing but i could never put it in words like this..nice work dear :)